Tick Tock

Tick Tock,
The time seems to never end.
Wondering, waiting, failing to find comfort again.
Never was an optimist,
Never saw the point.
But given it a try,
Its clear I chose poorly.
All to hopefully,
In a once upon a time,
In a happy ending story.
Though it seems when life gives you lemons,
It slices them open, spraying the pain in your face.
Reminding you that your attempt was full of disgrace.
Your eyes will burn,
You'll drop to your knees.
You'll ask you self why did you fail again,
My goodness, for once let me win in this scenario of life.
Though my hopes are all to far away,
I suppose a dream they will stay.
Because while it is assumed there is much time left,
An abundant time to find her again,
She will remain a dream, a hope long since past,
But Tick Tock goes the clock,
Reminding me of all the time that has already passed.
Not long left, what is there left to say.
Goodbye dreams,
For we know where you are bound to stay.